belong to moments not people.

Few days back on the way to apartment after a 4hrs of hectic practical examination ,I stopped by the small cafe .I saw that cafe many times before never visited as it was too small and gloomy...I ordered coffee for my head.. And after long time I was sitting there with myself.. reviewing all my year went by which was pretty good and there were so many dear diary moments. Now this 2022 rollercoaster ride ended but I can feel this pull of 2023 and  all its excitement....hehe..

so what I was thinking that -what 2022 was all about??!..

and here what I realised - 

We spend our lives moving from one place to another, picking up stories, experiences,  thoughts, reactions, responses, roles, obligations, responsibilities, and as we go on this trail, we add some more, we drop some, and overall we become a sum total of what we have kept with ourselves all these years.

And Sometimes I think in life the hardest thing to remember is it's worth it. No matter the struggle or numbness your going through. I forget a lot and then look back..

Back at some memories, some moments maybe its your first embarassing stand up comedy, maybe its a road trip with your sister and hitting places randomly without any planning ,maybe a beautiful sunset, maybe cracking jokes at midnight with loved ones, maybe that one song which you listened before hundred times but that moment where you actually felt those lyrics, maybe maggi party with your roommates,maybe watching Interstellar 13nth time, maybe a day where you sit with yourself in a small cafe,and what not and realize I have so much more to be happy about than maybe I remember.

Now I can firmly say that I belong to moments not people..yess I can see myself back where I always tried to live in the details,in those moments.This is the only thing which makes me alive and happy from bottom of my heart. 

Sooo Have a really happy 2023..and..for now this is it..byee..

Love Sayaliiii.

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