2022
Oh god, is it just me or are you guys are always tired! Yesterday I realised how harsh and cruel I sometimes am to myself, because that has always been my modus operandi to keep myself motivated and disciplined in a highly competitive world where I always wanted to be on the top of the game. And overtime this relationship that I had with me became so toxic, it suffocated me and mocked me when I failed, belittled me and sadly that became my truth. But now when I sit and ponder on all these months that went by, I can not help but feel like I have lived a decade worth of experience... Whole new environment, different shades of people, everyday new interactions, molding myself as per the situation but most importantly i understood that relying on myself for comfort and then fit in with others, not the other way round. Fact that I started running on my own and not waiting for others to make plans, and no matter how hard my days got, at college or in life, there is still one...